January 2012
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People miss you more when they see how happier you...
Lately, it’s been so hard for me to sleep. I don’t know what to think about and when I do, those thoughts just consume me. It’s weird, I know. It’s been way too long since I’ve went to bed with a smile on my face. I miss that. Now I just roll around and look out the window till I’m dead enough to knock out.
rainbowsnowcone asked: Hi TWINNNNNNNNNNNN. anons so annoying and creepy these days.
Anonymous asked: youre so cute. will you go out with me?
People always leave.
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I guess the best part about mistakes is learning from them. I pushed everything that treated me so well away without even realizing it and as ironic as it is, gave everything to what wasn’t good for me. Now I’m left dwelling on the past, on what could have been mine. I have no one to blame but myself though.
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She can fucking have you.
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This year, all I wished for was to be happy. A month hasn’t even passed yet I’ve been anything but that. I put on a smile and everyone thinks I’m okay. Truth is, I can’t even remember ever being so down. I feel so empty, I feel like everything I loved is gone. I go out to try to fill up this void but I just end up crying. Everything is complete bullshit.
The tables have turned. Neither of us even bother...
You notice how whenever you have something, you never want it? You take it for granted, but all of a sudden when someone else wants it, that something’s worth becomes so much more?
I just want to be held tight and be told that...
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Is it possible to feel like you lost something...
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I don’t think you’re a bad person, I just think you’re too caught up with yourself sometimes. You don’t ever want to be alone, you need someone with you wherever you go. I’m sorry if I end up ditching you, it’s not because I want to. It’s because I don’t feel the need to stay especially when you already have people around you. And maybe if you...
Having expectations is good. It means you kind of at least have some drive, some goal in your life. But when those expectations let you down, it’s humiliating. It’s just crazy how things turn out the way you least expected it to. The people that you cared about the most eventually turn into people you don’t even know anymore. Maybe it’s just that everyone’s growing up...
I miss you but things are different now. I need to accept it.
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It's a weird kind of relationship between us.
Lmao, I don’t understand why some people are so bitter. You’re ugly anyway.
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Smh it’s cute how everyday I go to school, at least one person tells me “You look dead”.
December 2011
42 posts
sonotvincent asked: Your voice is mad cute btw LOL
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Never been kissed on New Year's.
S: omg I feel so sad, I need a man.
Me: stop it, I never been kissed on new years ):
S: neither have I, I think we should just stand next to some cuties on new years and then just force and kiss them.
Me: LMFAO that sounds like a movie, take away the force part
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I watched New Year’s Eve the other day and it made me realize how close the end of this year is. I’m so glad it is, 2011 was probably one of my worst years. I can’t even remember the last time I’ve been genuinely happy. But that’s okay too because I’ve also grown up so much as a person and learned more about the responsibilities in life. I’m so ready to...
I guess the only way others learn to respect you...
