December 2010
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I was standing on the other side watching you leave, And I just couldn’t see you go. Know that I was so sincere when I said I need you here. If you stay, you’ll make me sing. I’d give you my life, I’d give you my heart, And nothing will ever come between us. Tonight, I’ll show you the way.
Goodbye 2010.
2010 was one of the best years for me, no doubt. I truly felt alive and I’ve went through a roller coaster, with the ups and the downs. I’ll have to especially thank this one person for that because so much of this year was revolved around him. I experienced the happiest memories. I fell in and out of love. I lost touch with some people and gotten closer to others, including my family. I’ve also...
Why must my heart be so happy with the one who...
I know no words can convince you anymore, but that’s okay. As long as I know, deep in my heart, I really didn’t do anything to hurt you. Choose what you want to believe. I really thought you changed a bit, but guess I thought wrong. You’re still so hard-headed.
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"But I don't wanna hurt you again".
To me, I think this simple statement is cute at first. It’s like “aw, he/she still cares about me”. But after hearing it one too many times, I think it’s overrated. It’s more of an excuse to stop trying. You don’t necessarily have to hurt the other person, now do you? If you really loved someone, you wouldn’t do it intentionally anyways. Maybe it’s...
The snow outside is crazy.
I was stuck in the train station for a good 3 hours last night. There was no D train for me to take back home and it was late so I decided to stay over at a friend’s house. This morning, there were no trains or buses either. Even cars had a hard time moving. I had to walk about 12 avenues home. My poor little feet were frozen and so itchy it became swollen.
This is the worst snow experience...
What a shame.
I loved you, I think I really did. We were pretty good together, we created something special between us. But I guess you were too caught up with yourself to realize at that moment. And now that you left, I’m not sure if you can come back in, because what I felt can truly happen only once.
Oh well - unforgettable night, but here’s to another day.
Rereading christmas cards brings back happy...
My favorite holiday has come.
merry christmas everyone ♥
Christmas Eve '10
Am I thinking too much or is everyone not really in the Christmas spirit this year? Including me.
Today, I went with Stacy and Tiffany to 8th Ave to get our haircuts. My hair is still the same style-ish, but it’s a lot shorter and I cut my bangs, so I look younger too LOL. After, we took the train to Bryant Park and met up with our friends to go ice-skating. I was happy seeing the ones I...
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I wanna be more than friends; but less than...
“So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I’m...”
– (via sushiiboii)
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This is why I don't think I'll ever find someone.
So my friend told me that I tend to push guys away when they get too close.
That’s kind of true. I always find something to pick at in a person until I finally get fed up with them. Instead, I go for the ones who I can’t have or treat me like shit. But I wouldn’t call myself shallow for that, I’m just complicated .. :(
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It amazes me how fast time passes. I still remember when I was in middle school, I was so excited to become a teenager. In 8th grade, I couldn’t wait to go to high school only to find out that high school is nowhere near as great as it seems. I’ve gradually changed in many ways and even as I look at 13/14 year old girls nowadays, I realize I was one of them just a few years ago....
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The feeling of giving up and facing reality when you realize something isn’t meant to be, I hate it, because all the time spent wishing for something to happen was all a waste. Gaining nothing but disappointment and crushed hope, it makes me feel like shit. But you know what? If it’s not meant to be, so be it. There’s plenty of other things out there waiting for you to...
I don’t know how to describe the way I feel towards you. I wouldn’t say I like you, but there’s something about you. I like talking to you, you make me happy. I like how we can make each other laugh. Whenever I’m feeling down, I find comfort in you. Sometimes, I think of you out of nowhere and just that brings a smile to my face. Even though I’m always dead tired, I...
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This is what I always wanted to tell you.
I am my own medicine.
I’ve learned to pick myself up without anyone’s help. Even though there are people there for me, it comes down to me to make my choice. I’ve gained confidence in my decisions and I’m able to do what I set my mind to. I’m able to encircle myself around good ambiances to replace the bad ones that kick in. I get away from those who hurt me instead of letting them get to...
“I let her go for now but it doesn’t mean that I don’t love her anymore. We’re...”
– Zac Efron
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Your new beginning was a perfect ending But I keep feeling we’ve already been here before All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted Was a simple way to get over you All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted Was an in-between to escape this desperate scene Tell me with so many out there, why I always turn to you
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I see couples dating just for the hell of it. They just haven’t had a relationship in a while, so they go for anyone they can get their hands on. Love doesn’t seem to have a lot of meaning now a days. “I love you” gets tossed around like nothing. It’s so hard to find someone out there that is genuinely there for you, let alone care for you. I hate when some people just move on to the next one so...